October 19th, 2018

magi ☆ mor: speechless

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SO I went to Oktoberfest last Saturday, had a good time! Until I had an "episode". I don't know what else to call them. Suddenly I couldn't see (everything was too bright), or hear, and I thought I was going to faint. It lasted a good ten minutes. Eventually I had to ask them to take me home, which killed me because I felt so...burdensome. Ugh.

We did go to the Halloween store. I got a plague doctor mask and a cool choker.

Tonight I'm supposed to go out with my godmom and her husband and my parents. I'm actually going because I don't want to be alone for that long. I'm worried that they'll all ignore me and I'll look like an idiot. One of the last times I saw my godmom, I said something directly to her face, and she turned around and walked away O_o It was so rude. She's also done other stuff I won't get into. Basically I'm just a ball of nerves right now.

Sorry for being so negative, I just need to vent.
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